I haven't wrote in a very long time, Christ . It's not Christ's fault. It's mine. Let this post be the start of it. But I will be looking back at this year as quite odd yet most successful years, weird huh?
Blah blah anxiety blah. I'm sick of talking about just as much as friends are sick of hearing about it. It's all the acknowledgement and acceptance that has allowed it to consume my happiness (deep) but it's also helped me understand or at least try to that it doesn't define me. It's ALL about the mind. I've learnt a few tricks through studying and talking to people, control it and it can't hurt you. If you're there constantly talking about how sad you are and how shit things are, do you really expect a mental improvement? I've always been positive. Cup is always half full. Always. Even when moaning because like my hero Karl Pilkington says 'moaning is like a fart, you feel better once you let it out'. Anxiety is no laughing matter though and neither is mental health. Try not to be a c*nt and support where needed.
I have achieved a new job AND promotion this year so hooray for me. After years of bar work, which I look fondly back on like the one that got away, and applications after Interview after applications I got a big girl job. I like the 8-5 life although the, 5.30 wake up calls are dire in this weather/season.
I moved out of my lovely Hagley Road flat and back to Walsall on a temporary basis. I miss city life, bright lights. People walking into me and shouting 'excuse you' loudly all while hiding behind the biggest bloke around.
Overview of 2014 is a thank you for the lessons, thank you for the new friends and for the old friends and thanks for setting me up for a more than average year.
Goals
Travel thrice◻
Start a new blog and write stuff ◻
Get fit. Healthy heart = healthy mind ◻
Move back to Birmingham city ◻
Start studying towards new career ◻
Get a hobby you bore ◻
